When I have the extra slack, I like to surrender it to someone who needs it, almost no matter the situation(driving being the exception, incredibly defensive driver). The problem is, I haven't had the slack for quite a while now, and it's stressing me out beyond belief! Without my family's support, I'd surely be a bum; but if I had a dollar in my pocket, I'd still think it would have much more worth being in the hands of someone less fortunate than I.
As far as me being appalled, it just seems like my brain forgets to stop rewarding bad behavior. So many people that I had previously decided were deserving help, seem to continually change for the worse. The more you help, the more help they need. I know the ultimate solution is to escape this crap town, for a town that's at least, less crappy. I'm being realistic, because I know problems follow you wherever you go; but hopefully enough problems will stay back to keep me more comfortable than I am presently.
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