Blog has only been a word I've heard before today, but I'm open to new things. I just don't think any of the social networking sites I've used work. I haven't logged into facebook for 2-3 weeks, and I just don't plan on ever doing so again. I can't find real people anywhere due to my social awkwardness, and due to my nervousness, it's incredibly difficult to find words, on the spot.. I just clammer up, and bite my tongue for fear of making myself appear foolish. This only complicates, just as all of my social weirdnesses do, as it makes everyone wonder what might be going on in my mind; as I only crack my mouth open, only to lose the confidence of what I was about to say having any real merit.
I am seeking like-minded people, as a sort of support group. I think we could really help each other out with questions and life experiences shared. Though I'm incredibly particular with whom I confide in, I would still give anyone, and everyone a chance. I wish I could do a cleaner-cut job of elaborating what's going on in my cloudy mind, but this is what I could mash together real quick. Random, the word that best defines me. Social recluse, as I read on another blog, also screams my name.
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